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Bipolar Faith

A Black Woman's Journey with Depression and Faith

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Monica A. Coleman's great-grandfather asked his two young sons to lift him up and pull out the chair when he hanged himself, and that noose stayed in the family shed for years. The rope was the violent instrument, but it was mental anguish that killed him. Now, in gripping fashion, Coleman examines the ways that the legacies of slavery, war, sharecropping, poverty, and alcoholism mask a family history of mental illness. Those same forces accompanied her into the black religious traditions and Christian ministry. All the while, she wrestled with her own bipolar disorder.

Bipolar Faith is both a spiritual autobiography and a memoir of mental illness. In this powerful book, Monica Coleman shares her life-long dance with trauma, depression, and the threat of death. Citing serendipitous encounters with black intellectuals like Henry Louis Gates, Jr., Angela Davis, and Renita Weems, Coleman offers a rare account of how the modulated highs of bipolar II can lead to professional success, while hiding a depression that even her doctors rarely believed. Only as she was able to face her illness was she able to live faithfully with bipolar.

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    • Publisher's Weekly

      June 13, 2016
      Coleman (Making a Way Out of No Way), a Claremont School of Theology professor, traces how mental illness and rape have shaped her Christian faith. Burdened by her sharecropping great-grandfather's suicide in 1920s South Carolina, which cast the shadow of depression down the family line, Christian practice was always the default: "In my family, going to church is like brushing teeth.... Good spiritual hygiene." Taking ownership of her faith was a long journey complicated by severe recurrent depression and being sexually assaulted. As Coleman went further in her theological studies, she was sustained by music and dance, therapy, African-American literature, and churchgoing. The closer she drew to ministry, the more she questioned whether she, a damaged soul, dared minister to others. Highlights of this sensitive memoir include establishing the Dinah Project for victims of sexual violence and holding a memorial service for her former selfâ"Rituals helped me integrate the trauma of rape in my life," she writes. The cycle of broken relationships can feel repetitive, and dating chapters by their relation to painful events doesn't wholly overcome the chronological drag. However, this empowering story of depression and healing is inspiring, and it successfully shows womanist and process theology in practice. Coleman's courage shines through in this fine memoir.

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